About 2 weeks ago I picked up yoga and meditation from a friend. 2 weeks straight I have found myself everymorning pushing through aches and pains of my oh so tightened muscles and accomplishing more than just an hour and a half of rapid heartbeats. Ive noticed my mind is more focused, less confused of whats goin on around me. Ive even got a little witty charm back.
I smile more, and most of all Im loving myself! Something I havent done in a really long time.
Ive mended some friendships that diffently needed mending. Im on a path to bliss. How corny is that? As it maybe I welcome this bliss. I love all my dear friends that I have. But there are 3 that stand out the most. You 3 people have influenced my change and my ability to let the past be the past. Also that its okay to be wierd, to be me. Even though I get complicated YOU still accept me for all that I am.
Tara, we go wayyyyy back. Weve literally have had our up and downs.Someway we always find that our friendship has no bounds. You show me that in a world of caious?(lol) that if you look inside yourself there is the calm to get you through the day.I will always be true to myself because of you. Because of you I will always stand for what I believe in no matter if its the popular thing to do. You inspire me!!
Leland, Im happy that the internet has brought us into eachothers life. You are the big brother I never had. Through all my silly rantings and babbles you always make me laugh. In your quietness you say soooo much. I think thats why we relate to eachother so well. You made me realize that its not wrong to be the one with the less words. Its actually smarter to be that person. You have helped me be comfortable in a room full of noise. And to Love being WEIRD.You also inspire me!!
Leslie, you have diffently helped me see that there is always a brighterside. No matter if the storm is here for weeks or just a minute.Our friendship has been tested through some tough things and we always push through them. You make me want to stand tall and love myself deeper than I ever have before. You have diffently made me believe that I am worth something. You also inspire me!!
I know some people will think that its weird that these 3 people have influenced me the most... but I have my little family that diffently bring their own encouragment and reasons to better me.. But I just think its simply amazing that I have 3 people outside my little house that can impact my life just as much as my family does. Tara, Leland, and Leslie never havet to knock on my front door. THey are my family.
Friday, April 17, 2009
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You made me tear up.
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