Piece Of The Rainbow

This year has been a pretty crazy year. Diffently different from the ones of the past.

This year has been about endings and beginings, firsts and lasts, dos and donts.
My husband and I split up almost a year ago. We were together for 12 years total. We have a beautiful daughter together and we shared alot of wonderful memories.

Ive never really been on my own perse, so this year I feel like I have grown up alot
as well as make alot of mistakes that I normally wouldnt make. Its all a learning process right? I feel like Im coming into my own, something I should have done in my early 20's but I guess Im a late bloomer.
I dont know the future, I dont know what path I will follow or which one I will run from. I just hope that I continue to push forward and make the right decisions. I hope that my husband finds happiness because I know he deserves it.
I hope that my daughter will find peace with the decisions that I have made that will obviously affect her life. I hope she finds forgiveness and understanding in the fact that her parents are no longer together. I hope me and her dad can remain lifetime friends.
I hope that the friends I no longer have are just as forgiving.
I hope that my family will also find understanding and forgiveness.
I have started a new job, a job that I can actually say is a REAL JOB. Nice pay,great hours, and great people to work with. Something Ive never done. Ive never been self-suffiecint... Let me tell you it feels wonderful to provide for yourself and take pride in it. I should have done this long ago, Sorry Jeremey. I should have helped on the money front.

Change, that is what this year has been about. For the good and the bad.. Hopefully it will continue to be for the good and happiness will rain upon all of the people i have ran from and hurt this past year. Including myself.We all deserve a piece of the rainbow.