Dear Ol Friend

I try to always look at the positive side of things, find the joy in the bad day.
But dont fool that with "Jamie is always happy go lucky" I do have my pity parties dancing in my head, I just choose to not share them with others all too often. It doesnt take me long to check and balance my worries and my depressed thoughts.... something Ive learned to do as a young child. I think I like to blog because I can really get out my sad thougts... so here it goes.

I really think Im a awesome person. Not in a concieded way but in the true definition. Im loyal til it comes to the end. I will give you the shirt off my back even if its the only one I have left. Im sincere in things that I do and things that I say. I do not use people. I have class. I have ambition. I am independent. When things fall apart I do my best to be the one scrambling to put your world back together. I love with all my heart. Im open minded to people, ways of the world, views of different minds. I give compassion when others wouldnt dare to. I trust the words that people speak because I speak with the intent of being trusted. I do not need high class end of things, Im far from being a spoiled hearted person.Im spirtiualy driven. Im simple.

Im ready to be something to someone. Im ready for my rock, my glue, Im ready for that love that brings you to your knees. Im ready for the person that will only look in my eyes in a room full of others and know that Im the best thing that ever happened to them. Im ready to have the "love" that God intended woman to have.

I will not settle, I will be patient, but....Im ready to be someones "simple"